Doctors Tomorrow!

Yeah, that's right, I have been sick for the past 2 weeks!!! D: dun dun duuuunnnn. But my father has finally decided to take me to the doctor! :D yay!

In primary school (elementary for you Americans) we learnt about types of friends

There are two types! Here they are :

Fair Weather Friends: The title pretty much describes itself, they are there when they want to be there, if something goes wrong, they will NEVER show up. These are the friends you don't want... Unfortunately, they are also the most common.

True Friends: The hardest friends to find, they are the friends who will stick by your side no matter what! And You have to hold on tight to them, because they are worth keeping :)

Now, why am I talking about this? Because a few friends along with myself have been discovering how bad fair weather friends can make you feel, they don't want to hang out with you and they are only around when they want to be around, which pretty much leaves you at home, alone and miserable. IT SUCKS big time.

The way I overcame it was to tell these people how I felt about the way they treated me. It may not always turn out the way you plan it... But it works.

Anyway, I went to Midsumma yesterday :) it was heaps of fun!

I got two badges, which had these on them:

Annnd I got a shirt, like this one except grey :)

So yeah, that was pretty awesome :D

And I think I was pretty popular with the ladies ;) haha.

So yeah, that's enough from me, cya!

OH MY...! I'm lazy

Well, I have not been outside in the past 9 days because I've been sick ON THE STUPID HOLIDAYS!!!!

Anyway, I'm sure everyone has heard about the flash floods in Queensland. All I can say is that my heart goes out to everyone involved, everyone who is dead or missing and everyone who knows someone who is dead or missing. You have my love. <3

Lately I've been doing artwork for people, because I aim to draw every day to help improve my art  :) it's a plan that I hope will work! :D if you wanna view my art you can go here:

sleeping-fairie.deviantart.com

I'm slowly but surely getting healthier... I just feel like a bit of a loner while I'm sick DX

I have officially become a vampire (without the glitter and blood sucking) I stay up till dawn, then sleep till night. haha! The teenage mind during holidays. If they had high school take place during night people would probably do better in school... Us teenagers aren't day people after all :)

No Internet Makes Me Cranky.

So this is my 6th day of being sick... All I can think of is "Why does someone out there hate me!?" if it was during school I probably wouldn't complain so much... But these are the holidays!!! D: I'll have no holiday at this rate.

So yesterday I had no internet... Don't know why, I guess my laptop just hates me =\ So after sleeping for half the day, I decided to do my English homework (dun dun duun!) Anyway, for English I pretty much need to find articles related to 'Identity and Belonging' and stick them in some sort of folio or something like that... I also need to write a story about a catastrophe and have identity and belonging somewhere in that... I also need to read this book called 'Year of Wonders' by Geraldine Brooks... Normally that would be easy for me, but the book jumps from one time period to another, which confuses the hell out of me and makes it very VERY hard for me to follow the actual story >_< Which I'm sure would be good. If I could understand it. So yeah, thats pretty much my one complaint about homework over and done with.

You know how as kids we are told the story of 'Jack and the Beanstalk'? About how a kid sells a cow for magic beans that turn into a massive vine in the sky with a giant in it. Well as a kid I believed that 'God' was a giant that lived in the clouds... See the connection?

Fe Fi Fo Fum! I smell the blood of an Englishman!

Sick Diets Suck. I Want Watermelon

Well today I joined Minus18, which is a great group for the LGBTI community, sometimes it helps to have friends that know what you're going through and all. Unfortunately it's only in Melbourne (personally I think they should be everywhere) There are places all over Australia... Though I know Sydney's only organization (Twenty-ten) is coming off as a fairly exclusive thing... You know, the whole "If you aren't part of the group, get out!" sorta thing, which is sad ):

The good news is that I am on a strict diet of blueberries, chamomile and peppermint tea, white rice, mashed potatoes without butter or milk, plain toast and good ol' bananas... I'm gonna die DX

There's also Joy 94.9 which is a gay and lesbian radio station  in Melbourne, so if I have any Melbourne readers, give it a listen, the music isn't always good, but the talking is funny and often reassuring. It makes me not want to kill everyone XD so in other words it lifts my mood! You can also listen to it online, so it's not really limited to us Melbourne folk.

Also, so I sound more like an advertisement, I just found out about the Midsumma festival, It's on the 16th of Jan 11am-6pm  I'll be there, and hope you will be there too! :D

Huzzah!

I HAVE FINALLY FINISHED 3/4 OF MY HOMEWORK! All I have left now is English... Which has A LOT of stuff to do... And I'm very lazy... So Naturally I'm in denial.

I think I also have 2 things I need to do for art... But I can't remember that :3

Anyway, day 2 of babysitting my monstrous little brother and I wake up at 5am vomiting and sh*tting... Not a good look for me. I guess I really am full of sh*t! I also have a temp of 38.7... Fun fun fun. Someone kill me now.

So, uh yeah... That's pretty much it for today. Toodaloo!

Misery Rants. Fun.

F*ck it sucks being single. I'm just not used to being this lonely. It just sucks big time. It really does. I just want some girl just to hold close to me, so that I know I'm not alone, so I can know I'm loved, even if it's for reasons that aren't so great. But I know I can't. I'd feel so unbelievably guilty because I couldn't love them back because for about 7 years now someone very special to me has had my heart, I'm just not to sure if she knows it. I love her. And if you don't like it, you can go $&%$$%*$%*&$#&%#& $&$#&%$#$#*$#* $$%$%# yourself :)

I've got so much time on my hands it's not funny. But I'm not in the right mood to apply for a job... Because they want you to be all happy and not shockingly miserable and looking anorexic right? I'm too deep down in the dumps to even want to get out of bed, I just need to find something to occupy myself. I really, really need something to occupy me. Anything.

It feels hard to trust anybody or anything at the moment. I feel like I'm suffering betrayal after betrayal after betrayal. I could pretty much say that my spirit has been broken.

I heard about "Corrective Rape" in South Africa through a causes email last night. It seriously disgusts me. I'll need to do a bit more research into it, but they are pretty much saying its a "cure" for same sex orientated people, and you know what? The Government completely ignores it, and the protesters. I haven't been this horrified in a very long long time. Why does it always feel like everything needs to change? I just wish everything could be perfect. Even just for a moment.

Well, sorry about the rant, I needed it out of my system.

Thanks for putting up with me <3

My Mouth Tastes Like Fish.

It really does.
It's so weird.
I don't think I have eaten fish lately
Have I?
I don't think so...

Like my picture? Yeah.. Tablet is pretty much dead DX

I've decided to play around with the blog editing stuff, I'm have a bit of fun XD

In truth I have nothing much to say, except an amazing friend and sister like person has a blog, check it out! 

http://achluomania.blogspot.com

It feels pointless saying this because she is the only person following my blog, ah well.

Taking mother to the airport!

Goodnight!